we're all over two places you know

"goodnight babe" he says.

if i put everything in their hands would that make a difference?
doubt it.

it needs to be warmer

"i need a soup spoon...
rule seventeen: dont turn your back on bears, men you have wronged or the dominent turkey during mating season.
there are fourty rules all Schrute boys must learn before the age of five.
learn your rules, you better learn your rules
if you dont you'll be eaten in your sleep!
roachg!" (chomping sound)

-Dwight K. Schrute.

theres really not a lot to say


except maybe that cameras do make ghosts out of people.


need to see a doctor.
somethings wrong
this week

they're in multiples.
im in one.
im cold.

the wall was fkd up.

"i swear to god its ben aff" she says

"no its will smith!" he says

prosit.

and moses bought me picasso. now i have a start.

The Nicholas Brothers

wow.

the best part is 2:16 to 2:28 give or take a few seconds

wow.

(also another wow is the bill bojangles on the bottom when its done..jesus murphy. and i think shirly temple with him)

this

you left, you took heat.

my room is riddled with you

still finding the words.

all the slow things are moving fast.

tangled up in blue.

wha??

listen.

she says: i find this cold water is just making me less high...

he says: ..well stop drinking cold water.

BD says: the less hair on the head the more hair inside. I let my hair grow long to be wise and free to think.

lost my gypsy.

sorted.

"i am on ze tip of ze landmine"

TRUTHHHH TRUTHHH GIMME TRUTH.

i wanna write a story of a man.

hface.

ive got goals.

writing with wool

id sleep better with this cat in my bed.

some suprises, no surpises

round about found out.
knit a hat
watching a movie
recieved a message from farm boy.
have an interview if id like.

rad chick?

"its beautiful, yeah" -french man matthieu

im a huge piss off, not allowed soup

moses i might be 16 but i think im old enough to make some decisions on my own

FMM played some beats off his painted laptop and told me he had no money for paint

gave me a thought

3.25% said dinner this week, dont know if i should count on it. 

i want to. 

ate someone elses birthday cake, and put a stache on a poo cake. 

listened to tenacious tribute in the laundry room. 

"shoulda drawn a chalk line around that guy"

yeah he was gone with the wind anyways

bummed a smoke, burned with FMM

had some tea. 

left. 

this is all out of order. but. 

hface

ps. picture later.

still looking for the beauty inside the beast.

done the examinations
i really feel like i did a-ok.
i'll be back for next semester not for a while
math, religion, bio (?), writers craft.
still not sure about biology. i wanna boycott on account of cut up cats..
DONT KILL CATS

hface.

i cant read your mind. and i dont think i wanna try

joni sang us right.

all i want

hejira

and you know it. but hate me for it anyways.

you can read this.

hface

no one should have to grow up to fast or at all

we are stardust, we are golden
and we've got to get ourselves
back to the garden.

- joni mitchell, woodstock

he wrote a book and no one cares.
i'll sell it.

i feel like a hippoKRIT.
and this girl on point made me realize
how i have nothing just for me.
nothings just for me to do and not for anyone else

thers singing
theres hockey
theres church
then theres nothing

im trying to find my fit
i really just wanna find a way to fill the time.
i still wanna remember what i like

please just let me have an idea of whats going on.

and he's not there.


hface

beautiful blonde.
horse whisper to her.

lets not talk about it

listen

dont know who you are

oh jeeze just to live then

wanna see you smile

we wore our scarves like old russian women & walked to the shop. 

didnt get the shoes. such a let down

i have stumps for legs 

& no patience 

screw it to the sticking place.

hface

hookah'd while my cat crawled in a drawer

so my heart was almost broken tonight. 

i dont know what i would have done if she was really gone

i dont care if people make fun of me for writing cat poems. 

its fine if they dont understand this. 

'not exactly how i anticipated meeting my neighbours' - moses. 

i'll gladly die alone with this cat

and then have her eat me...?

hface

i post to many of these in a day

all i can listen to is bach and the snowman soundtrack.

hface.

waterwaterwater

ice.

we're walking in the air, we're dancing in the moonlit skies.

i cant blog today

cus my head looks like this.

hface

i dont need to be monitored.

so fk off.

Jack Kerouac

jack loved all the cats
hold a cat, love a cat. yeah?

hear the cat purrrrr: "love".

it was way to cold

to cold for outside even
so i didnt go.

hface.

ps. what did one strawberry say to the other?

"if we werent so fresh we wouldnt be in this jam."

today was haikus

today was snow

today was washing kids clean

today was money

today was braces

today was tuesday

i wrote a japanese haiku today

This is English class.
I can't, but who, whatever jeeze.

Talk bout funnies, quick.

heres another

i miss my stache cat

so i held someone elses

purred, not my stache cat.

and another

we're furry and purr

and our mum says meowmeow

so what are we? cows

goodnight, hface.

mordecai moustache

said ooh girl, shock me like an electric eel

so ive been thinking, and thinking more and more

i need to live my life.

and so does he.

hface

enjoyed my stay at el gato negro.

so many pictures to put up of the stache cat.
but in the mean time, this. a little inspiration comp.

(its the new header)

hface·

- alaskan highway -

so today was something worth mentioning. 

i failed at going to the librare. 

i got a shalla

got dressed

today was moving day for stache cat.

 ( who is sleeping right now )

i figured it out. 

tree planting. roommatekate got me sorted. 

while we smoked some peache sisha. and tried to make smoke rings 

( i made one ) 

im gunna plant trees after alaska and then hitch it back to alaska maybe. 

things are gunna work out. 

put some money in this pocket. 

its all gunna work out. 

hface

mum said no way

SO DAMN TIRED. I FEEL LIKE I COULD SLEEP SITTING UPRIGHT. I NEED TO READ THIS BOOK AND TAKE STUFF SERIOUSLY.

ON AN ACTUALLY SERIOUS NOTE, I WOULD VER MUCH LIKE TO BE THE WEARER OF THESE SHOES, THEY'RE ONLY 49 BONES.

SPEAK TO ME SHOE, WEAR MY FOOT.

listen to phantom by justice right now, its killing me. jeeze.

dont let me hear you say lifes takin you nowhere
ODR tonight
i have to consider consequences.
mean while im about ready to sell my soul for a paycheck.
broke as a god-don joke.

hface.

i gotta shake it to the 1, i gotta shake it to the 2

okay so third blog of today.


she says: look up jack kerouac?

she says: why cus he was mad at the world?

this guy says: no knoe mad angry... mad crazy

this guy says:he wrote a thing in his book about how the only people for him are the mad ones, the ones who never say a commonplace thing and right when you said that 993 cranes to go i realized you are exactly the kinda person hes talking about

gunna have some high times.
dont hate me moses.

Pablo Picass - Standing Female Nude (1910)

i dont know where my life is going
and it bothers me, but not enough to do anything about it.
(and that in itself upset me)
not anything serious anyways.

my cats turning into some sort of stunt animal.
she jumped up on the stove on her own accord today
just to see what was goin on.



i wrote a whole bunch of angry things in one of my old books
im gunna beat the hell out of it.
its gunna turn into something
a lot of me just wants to run away.
my dream of the shop has been shut off.

i have bags under my eyes. i have scars on my face.
im tired and worn out. and i have a truck load of work to do
that i dont care about at all.

if i had enough money id buy moleskins and nylons. and id feel better.
ive had four cups of coffee since i got home.

and ive listened to oldies 13.10. and watched my cat
laze around and groom herself endlessly.
i wanna find out what i like again.

i wanna knit a scarf the diameter of the earth
i wanna say fuck you school and leave.
i wanna make it somewhere.


this post is long.

im making cranes for good luck.
i know alexand is already doing it.

i mea i started a while ago and said id make 1,000.
but just like everything i gave it up.


i just pictured a conversation
"h, do you smoke"
"what do you care anyways, huh?"
in the car.



this post is longer than i intended.



hface.

its a new year folks. 

well last night was a lot of things. 

a lot of firsts for the first. 

she said...all night: lets not talk about school or legality. 

sparkling grape/apple juice, riesling, outside sans shoes, fake accents, dont let the dog out. 

some snuffed out jazz, count down, dance, redman? what tha? ESD. 

chet. 

upstairs, down the hall. on the phone 

 gotta go, picked up

hface