Pablo Picass - Standing Female Nude (1910)i dont know where my life is going
and it bothers me, but not enough to do anything about it.
(and that in itself upset me)
not anything serious anyways.
my cats turning into some sort of stunt animal.
she jumped up on the stove on her own accord today
just to see what was goin on.
i wrote a whole bunch of angry things in one of my old books
im gunna beat the hell out of it.
its gunna turn into something
a lot of me just wants to run away.
my dream of the shop has been shut off.
i have bags under my eyes. i have scars on my face.
im tired and worn out. and i have a truck load of work to do
that i dont care about at all.
if i had enough money id buy moleskins and nylons. and id feel better.
ive had four cups of coffee since i got home.
and ive listened to oldies 13.10. and watched my cat
laze around and groom herself endlessly.
i wanna find out what i like again.
i wanna knit a scarf the diameter of the earth
i wanna say fuck you school and leave.
i wanna make it somewhere.
this post is long.
im making cranes for good luck.
i know alexand is already doing it.
i mea i started a while ago and said id make 1,000.
but just like everything i gave it up.
i just pictured a conversation
"h, do you smoke"
"what do you care anyways, huh?"
in the car.
this post is longer than i intended.
hface.
and it bothers me, but not enough to do anything about it.
(and that in itself upset me)
not anything serious anyways.
my cats turning into some sort of stunt animal.
she jumped up on the stove on her own accord today
just to see what was goin on.
i wrote a whole bunch of angry things in one of my old books
im gunna beat the hell out of it.
its gunna turn into something
a lot of me just wants to run away.
my dream of the shop has been shut off.
i have bags under my eyes. i have scars on my face.
im tired and worn out. and i have a truck load of work to do
that i dont care about at all.
if i had enough money id buy moleskins and nylons. and id feel better.
ive had four cups of coffee since i got home.
and ive listened to oldies 13.10. and watched my cat
laze around and groom herself endlessly.
i wanna find out what i like again.
i wanna knit a scarf the diameter of the earth
i wanna say fuck you school and leave.
i wanna make it somewhere.
this post is long.
im making cranes for good luck.
i know alexand is already doing it.
i mea i started a while ago and said id make 1,000.
but just like everything i gave it up.
i just pictured a conversation
"h, do you smoke"
"what do you care anyways, huh?"
in the car.
this post is longer than i intended.
hface.
