this is hface
i have a heartbeat

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Wednesday, October 29


it snowed overnight, and it was the most beautiful thing to wake up to.


and i was excited to walk with stephan, but he didnt come back. again.


is this a sign. he's bob prematurely reincarnated.

Tuesday, October 28

it aint me, but yes it is.

My title makes no sense. my day made no sense. it was all over the place. moods and happenings and people knowing my name who i thought didnt realize i existed. he looked good today too. it snowed, hence the photo to your left. everything wobbly.

But one thing remains solid.

BOB DYLAN.

we will breath the same air on november 16th.

...and that sounded extremely stalker-esque. ooh la la

Sunday, October 26

think and feel


ugh theres to much i could write about. im gunna sum it up into short sentences.


i dont think i like shopping with my friends moms. except maybe one of them..

i think i like young janes.

i dont think anyone actually listens

i feel like i need a real job, or im gunna loose my sense of independance.

i think i should do some laundry and get over it.

i think its hot put.

i feel like my biggest flaw is my skin, and thats sad cus its usually what people see first.

i think im best at being alone.

this is too long now.

Friday, October 24

yoga underage poets walking road kill burnt popcorn


long title but very deserving.

the day is long. the road is long.

so my team wasnt all that great at being prep but only cus the other team was two girls in plaid skirts and knee high socks...with two guys who looked sharp as hell.

wtvr.





followed in my elders footsteps and took out some nice books from the library. i'll show em to moses apon my arrival back home to my messy room.

did yoga today, that was very relaxing, definatly not as good as last time. but okay none the less...

rediscovered my little bookie. gotta love that.

i hate childrens shows of the now. they are SO garbage SO traaash. nothing like what i watched/watch still. im babysitting and i burnt popcorn and now the house smells like ace hole.



So today was alright i supose, spent a lot of time in the smaller than nothing library. which was actually kinda sweet. helped good old bruce find some books before cassie made me leave with her but whatever no big deal, we're still buds me and good old bruce. after school i went to kelsis and we talked and ate cake, but then she confronted me about mr.jones and i didnt know what to say. i left shortly after. i was walking home and singing to myself and watching canadien geese and it was lovely and then i saw an unrecognizeable animal, squashed by a car on the side of the road. you got it road kill.

i stopped singing and walked home in silence.

PYT at not 7:48am

So PYT is playing on the radio at....6:48am. 
not 7:48am 


tenderoni you got to be, by nature

not really happy about that..

.i freaked out thinking i had ten minutes when i woke up at 6:30. and i didnt realize that the whole house was quiet, and it was still very dark outside. 

frigger i could still be sleeping!! but no...i must prepare for the prep off. i need that st.eds tie.....


i want to love you, PYT, pretty young thing. 


well im gunna make some tea and probably find some thing to do....

off for une autre jour a la SHITHOLE.


Thursday, October 23

frost, tv, babysitting




Not a lot happened today. Got some solid work done on my anthropology paper. saweet.


been watching way to much tv. but i love it.

i hate the librarian at my school, shes such a tight ass its rediculous.




Prep off is happening soon. really nervous.

chatanooga? what thaaa hehl?




OH something did happen today. Well this morning more or less. "the first frost". yeah, you got that right. it was probably the single most exciting thing thats happened in the past few weeks.


It was so beeeee-oooo-tiful. i love leaves and i cant wait for snow.


tonight is babysitting. and i would rather be shot twice in the foot than go. jeeze. OH GOD.
im quitting after this. i cant stand it i CANNOT. I WILL NOT. i am fkn dun. (that was for you moses)




anywhays, if i need to call my safe word with be whhhhisky. (that means im gunna fake an emerg and you can pick me up....imidiatly)




tanks vury moch.


Wednesday, October 22

BED

getting into bed in hopefully four seconds. i was planning on going to bed at 10. that was a lie.


im still trying to figure out how to put some nice spacing inbetween paragraples on this fn' blogtastic. im so excited for this blog to take off. i have so many things for it. im gunna skan some random pages of colage i did in my little teeny grid papier book. 

later moses cus your probably reading this. dont turn on any lights when im sleeping or ima murk that shii, you mutha ucka. 



i got nothin


Not really sure how to write one of these.

Watching that 70's show, pretty much the greatest thing other than Seinfeld.


This show is amazing, surslay. It captures exactly what i imagine the 70's to be like which is awesome.
All ive wanted all day is MacDonalds chicken NUGGETS. holy jays, i want them so badly.

-watch the new dentyn commercial on their website its great i think about the slogan all the time now, make face time-



Steven always wear sunglasses, even in the house, love it.



"You know whos got two thumbs and loves brownies?....THIS GUY!"
today was garbage.
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