she says: i used to tell myself 

h you gotta find yourself someone whose never met her and never will 

he says: ah fuck

i dont want to meet someone else, 

i just wish he never had met her. 

would have made things a lot easier on my pathetic heart

but we're in something

hface. 

yeah you can read this.

just realized i never wrote a christmas post...lets just pretend this was it..

christmas was cool and maybe pictures can go up too? not that i have any

this is gunna be a LONG post.

where do i even begin?

today was perfect, i think.

im gunna sum it up

8:30am

get up scramble

drive.

9am to whenever...

slept on the chesterfield and listened to music.

checked out drawings, made a pact.

whenever to whatever

made some sort of beautif ul mess

with rice . turkey bacon . gravy . hot sauce . pepper. salt . cheddar

yumyum

grandmas boy. flash back to freaks and geeks

oh screw it.

lets draw.

lets leave.

walk and talk.

some phony mass corp.

with some hot drinks, lots of whipped cream

sudoku, failed. crossword, failed.

painting in paris.

p.j ohhh's from rose

gummy worms

stare down

home again. mr.jones still tagging along.

homehome. my room oh goodness...

heaven help me.

still not clean. but my bed is the best.

just got distracted with showing mr.jones old stuff i found

went for walks. one and two.

ice ice.

sitting in the un-finished house made me think.

brought home somr garbage, but its actually the beomb.

my room WILL be a HANGOUT ZONE

im gunna make art ugly

thanks sal.d

- hface.

picture for today

he says: holy h helene

she says: your a card

really christmas eve.

CHRISTMAS EVE ! CHRISTMAS EVE !

we got macdonalds to cap off a nice 3 hour hangout at church.

christ.

"oh mother!"

okay okay.

so i wroted a short story in short from for writers craft next semest,

hopefully i can put it to good use somewhere

holy shit these kids faces are scaring me...

rubbing up against the window..wow.

christmas eve is feelin a little more authentic now.

and ive decided im gunna buy a tree like the one pictured in last post

for my first christmas away from home.

and decoarte it with things...

that are probably not gunna be ornaments

cus im not gunna have any dollhairs

watching christmas movies with moses.

most christmassy part of the break so far.

im gunna make a to -do list so i actually get stuff done.

-lazilaz is kute. not cute. mordecai is a babe. -

some see with the eyes in their heart.

lets call him oatmeal...next cats name

happy christmas and merry chanukah

hface

it doesnt feel like christmas

it feels like this..

i wanna get a tshirt with mordecai on the front...

white and some light ugly color tie dyed,

with her on it.

and her name.

mordecai moustache.

in the mean time i have a story and some writing to do..

lets start in the old book yeah?

maybe i'll photocopy a bit for the likes of you moses.

jesus christ im gunna miss you and your insisting on burning every piece of food until its indigestable.

hface.

whoa wow, what is this?

i havent blogged in so long. 

refer to last post for actual date and time

lazlosokute does love moses a lot.

and my beebee loves me somewhere inside her deranged little heart.

lazlo is crawing all over a sleeping moses. 

they play they play. 

im gunna post a picture with this soon. 

REAL SOON 

'standing in your heart, is where i want to be, and long to be' 

- catch the wind - Donovan

hface

mordecai moustache

your name is...

Modercai Moustache 

You are my Jewish cat

And i love you so!

You were born in the holocaust 

And you like to sleep a lot 

Zimmermans your favorite Jew!

You have lots of pretty spots

Your favorite name is lancelot

And i love you so!

You are so beautiful 

And i love you so much 

I want to show you the world!

DILIA DIDAH DILIA DAH DILIA DILIA DILIA DILIA DILIA DAAAH

 sdhiwuednknsdfiuwenfkjwnfiouhriugnfnvienrv

HUP HUP HUP!

mordecai is the most beautiful cat in the world. i love her so much. oh my land

other things have come to be.

vampire boy.

she says: i got me everywhere. 

     he says: nothing  

-hface

mordecai is lying on her back with sleepy eyes, listening to dylan

...

shes asleep under my blankey

lets melt

i felt like i was melting

whoa.

what?

melting.

melting

jeeze.

i have not a lot to blog about except this.

I HATE CRAZY CAT LADY!

shes not the cool kinda crazy cat lady like K will be one day.
shes a hoe. a hoe fuh show.

fkr!

in the mean time. stephanos nichalos fragiscos jones, you dah bomb.
im sad he wont be here to meet my kitty with me for the first time

I F S H E E V E R C O M E S !.....fk


okay...i will blog about this later when i have hands to type the words i feel brewing...

this is a preview.

he says: so what?

hface

wear your jammies inside out and pictures

tonight im wearing my jammies inside out to ensure a snow day tomorow.
maybe i'll photoscan the note mr.jones wrote

emcam is going to follow us around and snap a pic of us,
she almost did but i turned around.

this picture is beauty.
im gunna take one thousand pictures of the snow tomorow and tonight perhaps.

he said: the right side.

1, 2, 3. tomorow mordecai, tomorow.

hface

joan and bob, suze was the beom

me: he never wrote anything nice for her
he gave her cig butts and empty coffee cups with sticky notes saying more bitch
hahahahaha im actually laughing EXTREMELY hard at my own joke with moses

him: 11 11

me:
JOAN : "your my boyfriend right?"
BD: "YE WTVR HOE! get me some coffee you slut"

him: hah

me:
JOAN : "arent you gunna write me a -"
BD: " NO BITCH! one more cup of coffee for the road, pack my suitcase you fkn dyke, im OUTTA HERE, i gotta find some way to feel like a million BUCKS!"

him: oh wow.

babe

yeah emcam, we all die anyways.

lets cleanse. no more cupcakes.
cus i wanna be a skinny cow.

i just saw a commercial of pre-intimate confessions,
but somehow it was about levis

"Your voice is like a meadow larks
But your heart is like an ocean
Mysterious and dark." - BD, one more cup of coffee

-hface

your lovely as anything

days

the days are something.


2 days since.
this day, was tree time

& i finished mr.jones mittens :)
17 days till noel
2 days till mordecai...maybe?

yay christmas tree with moses. i hope im not dead and can do this next year.
(that was for you moses)

bonne fire

there was a lockdown, then we stole some library books

drove home...after the buses.

we're there. walked over to C's house. waited for people to get there

shared socks and sweaters

waited for lazy guys

listened to the best of 65' and more

pull my finger #16

got some fire started

char, g and thomboy went to get mallows,

came back with a firetruck

kicked it in due to the no fun law

went in, sat on the floor

ultimatre dares, he didnt even hesitate,

1. "hi my names DING DONG!"

2. william shakespeare

3. cinnamon challenge

4. strip n' roll

5. pearls nose

6. rage on the deck

7. shot of shit

8. ape toe

so much worse than you can even imagine.

they left a true sweetheart

gnight gnight gnight

finally.

annnnnnd now im babysitting...AGAIN.

- 4 days till moredcai moustache -

hface

you've got a lot of nerve, to say you are my friend

he said: don't you wanna sit for a second?

she said: nah, dunno, blechhh

he said: yeah you cant be still can you?

she said: uhhh no.

.

sparespare S P A R E sparespare.

avec emcam and mad

i hate fashion.

but mr.jones is dah coolie

hface

f o c u s

i should be working on my fitnass project, but instead i blog.

i wish i was going on the feild trip. grrr.

she says; night

he says; gnight gnight gnight!

why cant i?

pinch punch first of the month

emcam this is for you i tried to comment but it doesnt work.

"i love love love this. not that it happened obviously but that you thought that.

you were right when you said this guy was a girlpants.

J is a sweetheart i know, and i dont even know him haha eeeew CINDY!" - and i heart janis jop.

on another note..the mittens are going better, perhaps a picture soon...they're friggen shit if i look at them enough but im trying.

mr.jones is the bombDIG. and im still trying not to feel like i have to tell CnK. i feel like they hardly know me anymore..i feel like a completely different person sometimes.

rosie love-hates me cus i get pants and a skirt. but my mums loving me so im getting pants and a skirt. i love that im getting pants and a skirt

hface

ps i would like a sheep.